...and, this morning, in the cold light of day, I feel pretty stupid for reacting to it as I did, especially after reading how some people pointed out, very succinctly, that I (and others) were guilty of doing exactly what he said we would.
One point in my defence is that I'm a fan, and, being a fan, being "tired and emotional" about everything is part and parcel of the role! I couldn't sit here, as a fan, and be all detached and cool about everything, not possible, take out that part of me and, well, I ain't a fan any more.
And anyway, what are we MEANT to do, exactly? Are we meant to sit and absorb everything "as is" and accept everything that comes from the club at face value, all is well, and all that? Well-we could, but isn't that, again, not something a fan does? We want the best for our club, and yes, sometimes our demands are unreasonable and excessive, but hell, mine in real life are as well, and, some I get, some I dont, NCFC you are part of my life & thats how it is!
I hope my posts don't piss people off-if they do, I try to understand why and I have apologised in the past when I have. I try not to get involved in the gossip and personal criticism, but its hards not to sometimes. This is what its all about. Sometimes I wish that someone could hypnotise me so that, when I "wake up" I have absolutely no interest in football at all, how much time and space would that give me!!!! But there you go-it show it is, rightly or wrongly, and thats how it will remain.
Posted By: Martin Peters, Jan 29, 10:51:25
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